Anger/ Helplessness

Sometimes I can intensely hate the world we live in. Today was a day which ended with that feeling. I felt soooo fucked up.
U was just getting into this period in which I felt nice and comfortable again. Everything was just getting into the right place again: New job, new studies, new friends. And al of a sudden, out of nothing, there's this stunning slap in the face. It doesn't matter what happened exactly, and I'm not going to tell anyway, but life can be so damned picky.
I had a couple of misfortunes the last couple of months, some of them where as big as big can get, but sometimes I was prepared for them to happen, and sometimes I could find my way through the labyrinth 'life' again quite easily. But now I have to to do some effort again to get to this sparkle of colour I can see in the distance. I know I can, an the way to get there will probably be quite easy again, but the fact that, again, this grey clouds are hanging above me, makes me feel tired...